3month on the way

our capricorn baby is now 3 month on the way tho see the world

pergh mashaAllah punya jauh lagi perjalanan. x apa, take your time. kata bidalan, biar lambat asal selamat. x perlu terburu-buru untuk perkara yang x pasti. haha.

firman Allah,
" janganlah kamu meminta dipercepatkan sesuatu melainkan kamu benar-benar bersedia "

jadi ni kira dah sedia habes lah ni ye? after one year of marriage, sekarang baru we both decide to have a third person in the house. alah itupon bukan sekarang, paling cepat end of this year [or let's hope NOT] and kalau die mematuhi piawaian dengan cara mematuhi or at least menghampiri [pon jadi lah...] due date, early next year actually baru lah ada yang ketiga tuh. so masa untuk berdua masih berbaki lagi... haha x habes2 nak berdua lagi walaupon dah 10 tahun puas bercinta heh?? eh mestilah.. masa berdua xkan berulang lagi once dah ada yang ketiga. sampai betul-betul dah ready baru lah kita decide. no urgency. x gitu??

kalau dah ada baby nanti bukanlah x ada masa berdua langsung. yup, still can have those romantic dates whatsoever tapi kesianlah baby kena tinggal kat rumah kan. punya la mak ayah nak ber-dating anak kat rumah tinggal sendiri. x kesian ke?? so agak limited sikit la pada mata i. tapi i respect those yang masih ber-dating, but sharing the time with the little one too [dont leave them pls lah], because once you decide to have a baby, you are actually decide to have another bond. so janganla buat cerita romantik berdua apa semua sedangkan anak kena tinggal orang lain yang menjaga. tak patut tau.. huhu.. anyway suke hati you all lah. masing-masing berakal xkan nak diajar pulak.

today, our baby is estimated about 5cm. haha so tiny still. but alhamdulillah the chances of miscarriage is reduced from 50% to only 5% when entering the second trimester starting today. apa pon akan teruskan berdoa semoga semuanya dipermudahkan. i simplify semuanya dalam points below;

• a mother should gain ~6lbs in the first trimester, or may be jugak no gain at all due to morning sickness, i gain apa?? NEGATIVE 5.5lbs. apa niii... haha. membuat i terfikir, kalau i tak amik iv drip itu hari, agak-agak sekarang berapa la tinggal ye??
  

• first month scan; all i want to know, is the embryo implanted dalam womb. answer; YES and also clear from cyst or fibroid. sebab risau jugak kalau luar rahim ke, better to know as early as possible, sebelum berangan panjang, or worse, sebelum memperjudikan nyawa pulak.
  

• second month scan; i was dying to ensure my baby's heart is okay and beat well. answer; YES and it sounds healthy. sebenarnya i know one of the reason why miscarriage happens is because the heart is not well-formed due to some mystery reasons. alhamdulillah sangat, macam nak nangis tetiba time dengar the heart beats. time lain x sensitive pon. haha.

• third month scan; i want to see the fingers moving!! answer; YES i enjoyed the time seeing those tiny creatures!! you are an incredible thing that happens to me. terima kasih Tuhan!! by now semua sifat seharusnya dah cukup, and the rest 6 months hanya akan diguna untuk membesar saja. okay now i need iron and calcium pls!
  

• our offspring is now able to make break dance in the amniotic sac. heee... tapi there's no way i can appreciate it yet la, of course! too tiny lah. cuma boleh nampak the movement time scanning je.yup a baby dah able to make tiny movement since week 11 believe it or not. but a first time mother hanya boleh notice in about 23rd weeks.
  

• kenapa i sentiasa je ada benda yang i nak tahu, semacam target pulak, for every scanning session?? sebabnye, setiap kali sebelum pergi check up, i will ready with what to expect. i dah study habes tentang every progress of every week, be it online [i subscribe baby's info online from more than one websites!] or be it guidline books. thanks to hubby yang belikan reference book yang berguna. suka sangat!

oh ya, i never put the scanned printing lagi kan. sooner or later i will. tadi nye macam rajin nak menulis panjang tapi tiba-tiba sekarang dah malas pulak. so sehingga ketemu lagi di lain waktu lah.. or lebih jujur lagi 'sehingga i sambung di masa rajin'.

bye2..