ironically, it's mother's day!

in year 2010 mother's day falls today, may 9th. owh ya for those yang x tau, mother's day do not fall on the same fixed date every year okay. janganlah ada yang bersusah payah set dalam handphone's calendar nak wish your mama on may 9th pulak. actually it falls on the second sunday on may every year, same goes to father's day on june, which fall on third sunday. so janganlah terpengaruh dengan hot chat di radio yang saja on topik mother's day two days earlier, lepas tu korang pon pegi lah wish mama korang padahal tersilap date, and then by sunday when u realised it, u simply claimed that u already did it in advance. hehe.. for me there's no such thing of wishing in advance, as everyday pon u ada credit to call your mom! no lame excuses *wink*

okay that's actually not the hot topic i wanna share here. today in the early morning, hubby brought me to hospital pakar wanita razif aka klinik pakar razif norana in back 1996 era, all the way from bukit antarabangsa just to confirm my pregnancy. why this hospital? insyaAllah kita story kemudian okay, sekarang tengah excited nak story benda lain. ehe.. oh tapi sebelum tu, y'all tentu tertanya-tanya ape yang i try nak ketengahkan dalam entry ni, and maybe ada yang terus jump into conclusion, and turns out you're right! i was first knew that i am pregnant since april 27th [happy birthday sis!]. *grin ear to ear*

the feeling while i was first time entering the door...ergh, sangat tertekan. semua orang yang memboyot, or had a baby on their lap, or toddlers, while me, having nothing but a flat [err..consider!] tummy. the receptionist sangat mesra sampaikan bertanya soalan yang x munasabah;

first registration? mengandung?
ye..i just want to confirm my pregnancy.
period datang ke x datang??
x [dlm hati; boleh ke tanya soalan camni...hishh]

then bertemankan my loyal darling husband, had a simple short check up with a cute-dont-know-her-name nurse. we did

1. weight measurement : 49 kg [dont say it!! fat, i admit it so what??]
2. blood pressure : 110/60 [relatively low but for preggy mom still ok i guess]
3. some QAs ie when is ur last first day of period, did u have another check up at other clinic, ini pregnancy kali ke berapa etc.

after that baru berjumpa this one malay women gynae to have a scan. i can barely remember her name, is it, Dr yuslinda or norida something?? apapon it was a greatest feeling ever. and it happened today; mother's day! what an ironic!! perasaan pertama kali tengok a mass in my womb, owh it was indescribable!! it was like no bigger than green pea and according to the size, the age now is 4 weeks and 2 days. masih sangat-sangat kecik dan hampir-hampir x terjumpa kamu mulanya tadi sweetheart. hehe.. anyway it's okay. take your time dan membesar lah dengan sempurna, mummy n daddy will always be right here waiting for you.

benda yang paling i risaukan buat masa ni; whether our seed is implanted at the right place or is it ectopic??? tapi alhamdulillah.. itu saje sepatah yang i dapat sebut when the gynae confirmed the seed is just at the right where it should be; the uterus wall. syukur pada Tuhan. macammanapon, gambar x dapat nak print hari ni. sebab gynae said we have to do another scan in two weeks time, barulah boleh nampak clearer in term of shape and the development. okay i akur saje.

sebaik saje keluar dari gynae's room, through the glass wall i saw.. owh it was raining!! itu hujan rahmat yang menyambut perasaan mesra ni i assumed. hari hujan, hari ibu, dan hari pertama melihat a little, err tiny caliph in my womb, Tuhan Kau telah ciptakan hari ini begitu sempurna buatku. terasa insaf mengenang sepalit saja amalanku, tapi Tuhan tetap x lokek melimpahkan segala kurniaNya. ashkur 'alaika ya Allah.