pre wedding honeymoon, but today; tired mode

seriously my clock is running damn fast and our spherical earth was seems to be spinning with crazily speed. i am partial insane with so many kind of thing dancing in my tiny tiring brain. even though hubby n i already had a good time together last labour day, the vacation was just not enough for us. hubby at this moment is struggling his workload far away offshore while i'm facing chaos inside myself alone in the mainland. oh Lord, i'm tired!!

however, i keep enjoy some of those memories captured during our so-called pre wedding honeymoon. those pics in someways act as healer to me as i'm going all these days lonely without hubby... sob sob~~

at the chalet

enjoy morning view at beach

shah, yanie, me & hubby

lined up for taming sari tower

i'm looking for space... a comfy even shortwhile space... perhaps after going hometown this weekend, i may able to get myself oriented like before. prep thingy still haunting my day and night although my parents in charge all those for me(lucky me, though). my focus is no longer there, my mind is able to cope no more. all those things simply banging my head like hell. i try to be strong handling things on my own feet. but for those who knows me well, i cant lie that my life wont be tough enough without hubby. therefore i pray for peace of me. at least for upcoming 20 days.. omg i'm really2 tired...